This will be the notes from my journey IN SEARCH OF MY IDENTITY.
This is what I know today:
- I am a mother of 3
- I am a daughter
- I am a friend
- I am an ex-wife
- I am an ex-girlfriend
- I am an ex-friend
- I am a full time employee
- I am a teacher
- I am a nurse
- I am smart
- I am beautiful
- I am funny
- I am creative
- I am sarcastic
- I am kind
- I am empathetic
- I can be moody
- I can be stubborn
- I want to be treated fairly
- I want to be treated with respect
- I want to be a great mother
- I want to be a great friend
- I want to be an appreciative daughter
- I want to tell you I love you as often as possible, so you never have to wonder
- I sing in the shower as long as no one is home
- I sing in the car when I'm alone, and I don't care if the people in the cars next to me are staring
- I have been putting on makeup while I drive since I was 15
- I love falling asleep talking on the phone to a new love interest
- I love cuddling with my boys
- I love cuddling with my lover
- I love hugging my daddy
- I love laughing with my momma
- I would rather be hot than cold - give me a warm summer day over a cold winter day
- I have flown a plane
- I have been scuba diving
- I have been parasailing
- I have been to Europe
- I have been to the Carribbean
- I have been to Mexico
- I have been to Disney World more times than I can count and can't wait to go back
- I LOVE my job (finally!)
- I love steak and potatoes
- I love Kraft macaroni and cheese
- I love CHOCOLATE
- I am a good mom
- I have raised a wonderful young man and he has two wonderful little brothers coming up behind him
- I miss my friend Jeannette
- I miss my Grandmama
- I miss RuthAnn
- I miss Christmas shopping with Mama Barber
- I miss playing dominos with Pa Barber
- I miss big family get togethers
- I want a big family
- I want my sons to have lots of kids and to bring their familes home to visit me often
Hmmm. more to come.